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Bura … na Koi We hardly see people accepting their flaw, mistakes or saying ‘I was wrong. We always keep searching flaws, wrong doings , shortcomings, bad behavior, bad manners, etiquette in others but hardly introspect. We hardly look at others in positive way. Even though we keep committing mistakes but hardly accepts them with open heart. Criticism of others is daily routine of our life. In fact we may have to think hundred times before blaming others if we honestly introspect but it does happen since our all attention is towards digging out others wrong doings, flaws. This is also fact that no one is immaculate. Everyone of us runs after name, fame, money, luxury life, surpass others in the race of material gain but all such things don’t come easily or walking right way. Firstly God has created innumerable kind of character secondly we have not succeeded in setting up a strong social system where there is no place of mischief. Right and wrong, Good and Bad is two sides of ou...

Net of good and Evil If you don’t have power to give life to lifeless   u have no right to snatch it. Debate on mercy killing continues in our society and somewhere we have even succeeded in legalizing it too. Those who favors mercy killing argues that if medical science have   no answer to the disease a patient suffers from and if the pain/ trauma gets unbearable   mercy killing should be permissible. Besides above nasty thought of honor killing also exist in our surrounding but here I describe a tragic incidence of similar type of killing which I have heard from one of my friends alter’s distant cousin about his hapless friend. Suman was hapless child of society who had lost his parents and belongings in a devastated tsunami. Suman had also lost his voice in calamity and become dependent completely on a distant relative. His distant relative, in stead of leaving him at child care home brought him at their house. Since Suman had already lost his voice   h...

Plus, Minus, Multiplication….. Disheveled hair, long beard, wrinkled face and frail body was his real posture  whom we dearly called Sirdard Chahcha. Sometime we used to sit around and request him to recite some of his creations and he happily recited his poetry in amazing way. Sometimes he passed his diary asking one of us to read loudly in the same manner the way he recited. Sirdard Chacha was like poet, writer for us although his poetry or whatever he composed were beyond our comprehension but whatever he recited we enjoyed them immensely. We neither saw him attending any Mushaira nor found his creations ever published in any magazines. On the contrary whenever we talked about his poetry to our elders they ridiculed his poetry and called him stupid, mad who had ruined himself because of his stupidity. We either found him sitting alone immersed in his diary or wandering alone outside. Even though we did not find him act differently notwithstanding people always called ...

Whys & Answers Why is level of love going down & hatred, animosities are coming up on each passing day ? Why the thought of social welfare is taking backseat & one often lurks in pulling others down? Why is selfishness, vested interests taking larger dimension around & one often thinks about oneself only ? Why all wrong doings are becoming integral part of one’s life consequently one is going down morally with the time? Why negativity is overcoming positivity? Have we completely been trapped by materialism? All the above whys existed all the time right from the inception of civilization and the basic reason of end of civilization have been these very Whys. Answers of all the above why are hidden in periphery of one’s own intellect which one neither tries to figure out nor tries to conquer over the things which cause of one’s own decay. Fact of the matter is ‘to have control’ is one of the the secrets of protecting either one’s own decay or avoiding im...

She………………..? She always looked lovely while expressing her feelings of happiness and sadness, by attiring and uttering simple and appropriate words while telling her experiences of relationship between   love and hatred, by putting in her emotions while depicting unsuccessful story of her affinity towards the person she perhaps loved. Sometimes her classic beauty reflected in her smile,tears welled up in her eyes and above all her enthusiasm to move foreword even after bearing ups and down and failures in achieving her aspiration. Sometimes she looked enjoying the life happily and sometimes she looked fed up with frustration in the journey of love and life. Sometimes she looked loving her surroundings very much on the other hand sometimes she looked blaming her surrounding for making her life hell. Sometimes her charm, beauty, love for life looked blossoming even after going through adverse circumstances. Sometimes she looked completely incomplete , unsatisfied and perhaps t...

‘Let me speak’ – Diary Tells I am your loving diary. Your darling, you keep close to yourself. Whenever you find yourself lonely you pen down your feeling , experiences , happy as well as sad moments of your life. When you run your pen upon me it titillates me immensely I don’t care what medium/ language you opt that time. Only one thing I do I enjoy them because I was made for it. I reach in almost every home but hardly anyone utilizes me the way you use me. I am known for privacy and secrecy but I get upset when you put me in public domain. Instead of entertaining my privacy in fact you made me free for all where everyone opens me shamelessly, turning over the pages and then quit. I am known for privacy and secrecy so I   get upset and concerned about saving my sanctity. I am a sleepy kind of creature but sometimes when I wake up I observe the activity of people who peep into my privacy regularly. I look at their facial expression, comments and gestures by laying silen...

Confession - A page of Diary Dear Sehar, I don’t know whether u are angry or not but I have been carrying a sort of burden since long, a burden of maligning u, tarnishing ur image by proving myself right and giving u a name of treacherous. I had had a perception, a perception that I always love u and in return I got indifferent attitude, treachery and hatred. I admit that I also hurt u immensely by fabricating stories wherein I highlighted your treachery, hate and selfishness. Sehar, believe me I was very much   dejected at that moment. I thought that u willingly denied my love thereby hurt my sentiments but now I realize that circumstances and time sometimes compel a person to take the steps which one never wants. Treachery for me had become a synonym of ur name. I don’t know whether u liked or played with my feelings but I had   had special feeling about u in my heart. In this period I have also been not left untouched but fond myself being ridiculed on many occa...

And Once Again……... Sitting with him on the bank of river she was enjoying watching the fishes which were swimming under the water though this was not a picnic site but its greenery, river, bridges over the river was not less than a picnic place that is why every evening people came here to enjoy the beauties of nature. The kid sitting beside her was raising typical questions whatever his innocent and immature mind was observing and she was trying to solve the queries. Suddenly a familiar voice took her by surprise. ‘Sandhya,  How are you’ Sandhya looked back, her facial expression indicated as if she felt herself bewildered on this sudden appearance. ‘fine’ She replied hesitatingly , having tried to be comfortable on this unexpected but familiar voice. ‘ You … here? ‘ She asked surprisingly. ‘This is all pleasant and unpleasant moments of our life which we had spent together’ Rajveer replied staring at her lovingly. ‘And who is this ?’ He asked looki...

Beginning and End Except the things which are beyond human’s imagination ,end of almost every creature is inevitable. Human mind though to some extent succeeded in unfolding the mystery which was before beyond one’s imagination and some are left for the next generation. Nobody can deny the fact that whatever human mind discovers so far has an end. Even the thoughts which starts at some point has an end at some point of time somewhere where beginning of new thoughts again take birth. Good beginning and happy end of anything entirely depends on introspection and self evaluation and the overall evaluation of things which ends. In fact beginning of next morning depends on total evaluation of the day which ended in yester night. If one evaluates  whole day at night constructively and with positive mind , not only next morning but also end of that day may be pleasant. Despondency , thought of failure, disappointment and loses mar the prospect of good beginning of next day. ...

Full -Mad In fact this was a kind of weird encounter with a person who was known for his abnormal behavior. I remember an incidence of my childhood when I used to play in the ground which was located in front of my house. I always saw him sitting alone in a corner of balcony watching us playing in the ground. I hardly saw him talking with anyone. I had heard a lot about his anger, irritating behavior. In fact he was known a crazy, crestfallen lover, a stupid and cynical. Many names were attached with his character. Why he acted abnormally I had heard from people that he loved her and she had deceived him. I had also heard that he used to make good paintings in his childhood days and ever since has been chucked up by her, he again started paintings but nobody had seen his new paintings. His aloofness always used to attract me I wanted to talk him but I would control myself having thought he will not respond. In fact my curiosity to see his paintings was bringing close to him. ...

After a short break.... What does it mean when anchor of an entertainment show says ' Come back after a short break' In fact this short span is apart of a management of  system though which channel/program runs smoothly and whoever is connected to this gets benefited. Full liberty of women and empowering them in all walks of life is step towards curtailing inequality between male and female community. Reforms have been made time to time for the welfare of people living in society. Undoubtedly women have been being exploited in our social system right from the inception of civilization. Once a person come to prophet and asked for the permission to punish his wife. Prophet gave permission. After few days 70 women came to prophet with the complains against their husbands for their tortuous behavior. Question rises are women really innocent? Are they really exploited? In fact structure of body can be different but human behavior hardly vary much it remains almost same.' W...

Gases and the Oxygen Under the system of nature almost every creatures on earth require air and in the air there are different gases exist which give life to them respectively. We cant imagine survival of human being without oxygen. No Oxygen – No human life although the foods which we eat come through the sources of different creatures who breath the gases which are harmful for the human beings. Nature releases oxygen , human knows the sources but unable to blow it open in air. If the level of oxygen begins to decrease in atmosphere human life will also begin to decay. But God doesn’t let human being feel suffocated from lack of oxygen He provided required amount of oxygen to fulfill human’s requirement to survive on earth.    Here we talk about specific kind of oxygen and the gases which directly or indirectly effect human’s survival in the surroundings. Question rises why human being sometimes feel suffocation even after living in atmosphere where there is n...

Tension Lene Ka Nae.. Tension Dene Ka ! Barring a few fictitious & fabricated scenes or stories , movies have been a true reflection of our social surroundings and some of their dialogues are so popular and meaningful that they often run on our lips.     ‘ Tension lene ka nae .. tension dene ka ! is one of the most prevalent among the dialogues. In fact the killer instinct of a person is reflected always from the dialogue when some utter it and acts accordingly in order to put other in trouble. Medical science says that ‘ Tension turn into a disease and which is called     ‘ Silent killer’ hence if person suffers from it   for a long time , his life becomes short. Question rises as to why this particular dialogue ‘ Tension lene ka nae .. tension dene ka ! is spoken by section of people more often. We find the answer of it from the game of football.   In the game of football there are offenders/striker, defenders who play crucial role...