Timepass

We are to celebrate new year. The way tik tik of second of clock in morning send out message to get ready, make plan of the day similarly count down tik tik of 2019 calls out some of us to make new resolution, new plan for the next year with keeping in account of previous year\s failures and success.Some of us do make new resolution for the next year according to their individual aspiration and capacity. But this is also undeniable reality that uncertainty is an integral part of every one’s life just like uncertainty in the weather is part of our eco-system.In fact it gets difficult to live life the ways one wants or plans but yes one can certainly make life a bit easy and turn life into worth celebration by enjoying every single moment whatever come in the way. Why should one wait for a year to have grand celebration. Why should not we enjoy the moment wholeheartedly irrespective of thinking about good or bad. In fact every single moment of ones life is...

Bura … na Koi We hardly see people accepting their flaw, mistakes or saying ‘I was wrong. We always keep searching flaws, wrong doings , shortcomings, bad behavior, bad manners, etiquette in others but hardly introspect. We hardly look at others in positive way. Even though we keep committing mistakes but hardly accepts them with open heart. Criticism of others is daily routine of our life. In fact we may have to think hundred times before blaming others if we honestly introspect but it does happen since our all attention is towards digging out others wrong doings, flaws. This is also fact that no one is immaculate. Everyone of us runs after name, fame, money, luxury life, surpass others in the race of material gain but all such things don’t come easily or walking right way. Firstly God has created innumerable kind of character secondly we have not succeeded in setting up a strong social system where there is no place of mischief. Right and wrong, Good and Bad is two sides of ou...

Net of good and Evil If you don’t have power to give life to lifeless   u have no right to snatch it. Debate on mercy killing continues in our society and somewhere we have even succeeded in legalizing it too. Those who favors mercy killing argues that if medical science have   no answer to the disease a patient suffers from and if the pain/ trauma gets unbearable   mercy killing should be permissible. Besides above nasty thought of honor killing also exist in our surrounding but here I describe a tragic incidence of similar type of killing which I have heard from one of my friends alter’s distant cousin about his hapless friend. Suman was hapless child of society who had lost his parents and belongings in a devastated tsunami. Suman had also lost his voice in calamity and become dependent completely on a distant relative. His distant relative, in stead of leaving him at child care home brought him at their house. Since Suman had already lost his voice   h...

Plus, Minus, Multiplication….. Disheveled hair, long beard, wrinkled face and frail body was his real posture  whom we dearly called Sirdard Chahcha. Sometime we used to sit around and request him to recite some of his creations and he happily recited his poetry in amazing way. Sometimes he passed his diary asking one of us to read loudly in the same manner the way he recited. Sirdard Chacha was like poet, writer for us although his poetry or whatever he composed were beyond our comprehension but whatever he recited we enjoyed them immensely. We neither saw him attending any Mushaira nor found his creations ever published in any magazines. On the contrary whenever we talked about his poetry to our elders they ridiculed his poetry and called him stupid, mad who had ruined himself because of his stupidity. We either found him sitting alone immersed in his diary or wandering alone outside. Even though we did not find him act differently notwithstanding people always called ...

Whys & Answers Why is level of love going down & hatred, animosities are coming up on each passing day ? Why the thought of social welfare is taking backseat & one often lurks in pulling others down? Why is selfishness, vested interests taking larger dimension around & one often thinks about oneself only ? Why all wrong doings are becoming integral part of one’s life consequently one is going down morally with the time? Why negativity is overcoming positivity? Have we completely been trapped by materialism? All the above whys existed all the time right from the inception of civilization and the basic reason of end of civilization have been these very Whys. Answers of all the above why are hidden in periphery of one’s own intellect which one neither tries to figure out nor tries to conquer over the things which cause of one’s own decay. Fact of the matter is ‘to have control’ is one of the the secrets of protecting either one’s own decay or avoiding im...

She………………..? She always looked lovely while expressing her feelings of happiness and sadness, by attiring and uttering simple and appropriate words while telling her experiences of relationship between   love and hatred, by putting in her emotions while depicting unsuccessful story of her affinity towards the person she perhaps loved. Sometimes her classic beauty reflected in her smile,tears welled up in her eyes and above all her enthusiasm to move foreword even after bearing ups and down and failures in achieving her aspiration. Sometimes she looked enjoying the life happily and sometimes she looked fed up with frustration in the journey of love and life. Sometimes she looked loving her surroundings very much on the other hand sometimes she looked blaming her surrounding for making her life hell. Sometimes her charm, beauty, love for life looked blossoming even after going through adverse circumstances. Sometimes she looked completely incomplete , unsatisfied and perhaps t...

‘Let me speak’ – Diary Tells I am your loving diary. Your darling, you keep close to yourself. Whenever you find yourself lonely you pen down your feeling , experiences , happy as well as sad moments of your life. When you run your pen upon me it titillates me immensely I don’t care what medium/ language you opt that time. Only one thing I do I enjoy them because I was made for it. I reach in almost every home but hardly anyone utilizes me the way you use me. I am known for privacy and secrecy but I get upset when you put me in public domain. Instead of entertaining my privacy in fact you made me free for all where everyone opens me shamelessly, turning over the pages and then quit. I am known for privacy and secrecy so I   get upset and concerned about saving my sanctity. I am a sleepy kind of creature but sometimes when I wake up I observe the activity of people who peep into my privacy regularly. I look at their facial expression, comments and gestures by laying silen...

Confession - A page of Diary Dear Sehar, I don’t know whether u are angry or not but I have been carrying a sort of burden since long, a burden of maligning u, tarnishing ur image by proving myself right and giving u a name of treacherous. I had had a perception, a perception that I always love u and in return I got indifferent attitude, treachery and hatred. I admit that I also hurt u immensely by fabricating stories wherein I highlighted your treachery, hate and selfishness. Sehar, believe me I was very much   dejected at that moment. I thought that u willingly denied my love thereby hurt my sentiments but now I realize that circumstances and time sometimes compel a person to take the steps which one never wants. Treachery for me had become a synonym of ur name. I don’t know whether u liked or played with my feelings but I had   had special feeling about u in my heart. In this period I have also been not left untouched but fond myself being ridiculed on many occa...

And Once Again……... Sitting with him on the bank of river she was enjoying watching the fishes which were swimming under the water though this was not a picnic site but its greenery, river, bridges over the river was not less than a picnic place that is why every evening people came here to enjoy the beauties of nature. The kid sitting beside her was raising typical questions whatever his innocent and immature mind was observing and she was trying to solve the queries. Suddenly a familiar voice took her by surprise. ‘Sandhya,  How are you’ Sandhya looked back, her facial expression indicated as if she felt herself bewildered on this sudden appearance. ‘fine’ She replied hesitatingly , having tried to be comfortable on this unexpected but familiar voice. ‘ You … here? ‘ She asked surprisingly. ‘This is all pleasant and unpleasant moments of our life which we had spent together’ Rajveer replied staring at her lovingly. ‘And who is this ?’ He asked looki...