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She is dejected, her mind is fraught with hatred, animosity, hell bent to destroy the persons who have brought her on this stage, She wants to associate with anyone, ready to meet her hand with anyone who helps her out in executing her target  that is vengeance, retaliation. She is ready to cross any limit . She doesn't think about her future, only one aim She has now how to destroy the future of those who are directly or indirectly involved in bringing her in such state. She thinks that her future had already finished even then when She lost him, her love,  her life, without which She feels now  alone, lonely, devastated. her future is now memories of seven years  she carries everywhere. Memory of seven year is only companion of  her loneliness, which gives her sad  as well as pleasant moment. This is  very  memory which persists her, give her strength to fight back against those who She  thinks culprit for her predicament.
'So What did you decide ? Esha asked
' I have not yet decided, but my heart doesn't allow me.'
'and mind ?
'it doesn't work when I try to think over this proposal. Sameera  replied.
See, your age, how long will you keep carrying the memories of past, why are you making your life hell. See, when luck doesnt favor, one has to compromise with the situation.'
'Pls don't bother about me. I can take care of myself very well.' Sameera abruptly replied
'I advise you being an old  friend of you ,otherwise you are right, everybody takes care of oneself  better.' Esha  retorted.
'Now, no further discussion on this matter.' Sameera said  rolling her eyes. She grinned over her rough answer to her now best friend who had given her hope the time She had felt heart broken.
After brief conversation both moved their respective homes. Sameera had turned down second proposals which had come for her marriage.
Sameera was happiest person then eight years ago now eight years  later She doesn't want to see anybody happy in her surroundings.
'Sameera' I love you, believe me. My day doesnt start unless I see or talk' to you', Vinay said putting his arms around her.
'I love you too Vinay,, ' Sameera replied  planting kiss on his hand
'Will your Daddy approve our relation.' Sameera said showing her concern
'Dont worry I shall convince them, my parents will not oppose this relation.'Vinay said smilingly kissing her on her head.
This was the last conversation they had had . Vinay couldn't meet her after this.
One day Sameera heard news that Vinay was getting married to girl who lives in Australia. This astounding news made her numb. She was not believing on this. She thought about Aalia, her college friend, who brought her in her house. Sameera and Vinay had looked at each other which turned out  into love at first sight.
During their seven years of friendship Nobody has ever mentioned that they had relatives or acquaintances in Australia nor they had ever visited to  his home.Suddenly how did they appear.She thinks that Vinay had decieved her, she hates her college friend Aaalia who she thinks one of the main culprits who had kept her in dark about the  relation Vinay was having with the Tina.
Sameera in fit of anger dialled number of Vinay.
'Hello'
'Vinay, What I have heared,  is  right ?
'What have you heared?
'Dont try to be innocent, I am talking about Tina.' Sameera said with anger.
'Yes, I am getting married. I know it will hurt your sentiment but it is my compulsion.  I could not have turned down the proposal you know why because what ever we have today it is because of Tina,s father. Father of Tina  is partner in the company where my Dad has been working.
'And what about the promises,commitment you have done to me'
' Sometimes We have to come across the things on which we have no control.'
Sameera disconnected the line in anger.
After marriage Vinay  got settled in  Australia. He occasionally comes, after staying for couple of days he goes back.
Sameera now hates his family, his sister his all siblings. Now her hatred  is centered around  his family  of  Vinay. She though intelligently maintains rapport with family  He hates Aalia but never  let her know her plan.  Sinister plan to make  them  suffer with same trauma she has been suffering.
Her past relation with Vinay later came out  in public after her outbust  against Vinay on several occasion among her friends and her acquaintances when they had discussed about  Vinay.  People who had  grudge to Vinay,s family is her main strength they encourage her to malign the image of  Vinay,s family. She is not stupid, she is not ignorant, she is  not jealous, She has hatred, Even love and affection can not compensate  her hatred. She had become  dangerous foe. She wants to tarnish,disfigure the face of family of  Vinay. She is being outsmarted by her own acts  by the people she trusts. She doesnot understand. She doesn't loose  chance to malign the face of Aalia, close friend  now one of  her main foes. She is determined to put hurdle if any marriage proposal comes for Aalia.
Esha is her only close friend, her memories of 7 years is her strength,  She doesn't see herself vulnerable instead her determination is getting stronger  day by day, She also sometimes gets succeeded in molding Esha to have negative thought about Vinay, his family. She thinks less about herself , her concentration revolves around Aalia and her  family. A sinister hatred of girl who has fallen prey of treachery  by his boy friend. Some girl compromises with the situation but she is adamant to take revenge. She may be right to some extent, she is in search of giving a befitting reply to a  family of culprit who had played with her sentiment, her ambition. her aspiration. God did injustice to her but that injustice was compensated by  his well wishers who honned her so called intelligent mind and also motivated her to continue in purpose. Positive mind brings solution of even hardest problem on the other hand negative mind even destroyes the floating small particle of  hope inside the brain because of contaminated surrounding., corrupt surrounding didn't let that bit particle become big, wide. Surrounding plays great role in making positive to negative and negative into positive.
She feels  great satisfaction on her every manipulation with support of Esha to malign those she thinks responsible for her suffering.
Vinay came back after four years from Australia due to marriage deadlock. He was fed up  with terms set by Tina, a  spoiled imperious brate. He had obeyed the advice of his father  so that he would pay back the debt  He had sacrificed his love for the sake of his father,s wishes.
Sameera doesnt  like return of Vinay She thinks him big hurdle in her plan, a surreptitious plan that she only knew. Sameera hesitates to face him due to damages she inflicted , maligned his image among his friends. she again begins to  tilt over the people who had supported her in beginning so that she could remain continue in her play the  game  through which she wants to take revenge Vinay who had decieved her, cheated her. Sameera is neither happy nor sad  on new development , the breakup between Vinay and Tina.
Feeling of guilt doesnt let him meet with Sameera, bizarre kind of distance has emerged between them, Sameera has stopped coming to meet his siblings because of  Vinay,s presence. Vinay now  realized his mistake  leaving  Sameera  alone ,the bitterness has increased so much that both hesitate to see each other. Sameera  begins to review her plan when she comes to know that Vinay  is also broken and frustrated, he has also been punished for hurting someone who liked him, loved him wholeheartedly.
With passage of time she realizes that she can not materialize her plan. Since Vinay made out her mistake which she had committed in executing her plan. He gets alert. Vinay also gets offensive to bring her on right path since he had known that  she has got  strayed  from the right path.
Sameera now begins to make distance from Esha since she has now changed her mind,  She begins to concentrate now about her future. She wants to forget bitterness, hatred  which had  made her mind hell. The moment she had spent with Vinay is still precious  for her but she wants to  begin a new life.
A small particle of hope has again  taken birth in her mind, it needs  now proper nourishment for its  growth, needs protection from contaminated surrounding, she has realized that  her prosperity and betterment depends on her change of her  bitter mind. She had fallen prey of times, now time has given one more opportunity to make her future.

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