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                                                                       Chapter – 24

Avinash didint dare to ask  Nisar about his next  steps after negative response he had gotten from agency nor he  preferred prodding further regarding his family matter  since  he  had seen Nisar getting  irritated  on every occasion whenever he asked  about it so his discussion always confined to office, career  and future planning.  Avinash sometimes shared the advices and instruction he got from his parents besides his office activities with  Nisar which  he listen and discussed over.

One evening both were watching TV  as usual. Avinash broke silence after seeing Nisar silence perhaps immersed in some thought.

'What do you say on the saying ' when going gets tough, tough gets going 'that i have seen flouting on  computer screen of my  office colleague. '

'Dil ko bahlane ke liye ghalib ka khayal achha hai'

'What  is this' ?

This line of couplet might have been said  for such thought.

'This  motivational  quote  might have been said when surroundings   of him was favourable. This was  self motivated , self pacified  thought of  frustrated person.'

'You are  speaking like fastidious.' Avinash interrupted

'I am practical.'

''OK leave it.' Avinash said moving towards  Nisar he  caught  his hand to make him stand up then moved towards dining table.

After finishing their dinner both as usual came out from room for night walk. During the walk Avinash stopped at mobile shop to recharge prepaid connection.

' Is there any good scheme on prepaid  card .' Avinash asked to shopkeeper

'Yes, a new scheme has come 'Relative and friends unlimited call' Shopkeeper  replied later he  gave brief description of scheme.'

'Yea, it looks good, why don't you also take this scheme .' Avinash said to Nisar

Nisar laughed looking at Avinash.

'Now you have permanent address, change your connection to postpay',

'Yes you are right but i  don’t have so much usage that i need to convert in postpay so i dont  need it by the way what is your usage" Avinash asked intentionally

Nisar once again  laughed on his question as Avinash knew that he would not be able to respond. He  had  never seen him talking to anyone so obviously Nisar had lesser usage than him.

' See the place of relation in our society ,our surroundings'  even  mobile  companies entertain  significance of family relation.'Nisar said

'Certainly, but what about you. What do you say about family relation. Believe me 'your  apathy towards your family or their apathy towards you, make your personality dubious and suspicious.'

what do you mean by dubious' 'Nisar interrupted.

'As far as my observation, you are one of few exceptions who were either got  isolated himself  from your family or your family shun you.'

''I am mot in position to give you marks on your observation but one thing I accept that thread of relation is very subtle and delicate. Perhaps I could not maintain it either because of external pressure in my surroundings or because of immature scuffle of thought inside me. Sustaining good relation is not easy.'

'You proved incompatible in this area too. I mean failure in career, failure in relation at home too.'

'You are right' Nisar replied, after couple of minutes he continued.

''A good Relation hinged on love, Mutual respect, understanding, ego free thought. In other words Relation is an  amalgamation of  substances such as love, mutual respect, understanding,ego etc it silintely placed itself in corner of your sensibility,mind. Sometimes love is effected, sometime your ego is hurt, sometime your understanding is effected by external surroundings, the hostile substance which also lying in somewhere inside instantly  get active resulting aggravating it further. You begin to think same way so output came out accordingly.

'Similar system works in our external surrounding, our day to day life was effected by our wrong step.  people sitting in surrounding immediately capitalize the omissions, mistakes so wrong doers become slave of them because their threads linked with  hostile substance lying in your brain..' 

Nisar said smilingly after a pause he continued

'Thus we say that good relation and bed relation since when threads breaks after interference of people who believe in love, respect  it creates good relation when it linked again to thread in absence of such people, result comes wrong.'

''Clapping, Clapping' Avinash said laughing. Nisar also laughed striking his  palm against his

'Just as my queries about your family begun to irritate you, similarly your such thought gets me irritated.'Avinash said stopping his laugh.

Sorry, Yaar.' Nisar said earnestly then he continued

'In fact I try to explain in simple language but i cross the limit.Sorry for giving you headache.'

'Both came back in room. After watching TV both stretched himself on bed.

Yaar' You have worked everywhere in in india and abroad.  you must have also  carried out some  hard assignment  on whatever position you had worked in your career. What do you feel when you find yourself sitting idle doing nothing.' Avinash asked arranging his bed sheet on his bed.'

'Did you not hear saying'  Doing nothing is the hardest work.'  Nisar said closing his eyes.

Avinash switched off light, TV, Avinash came on bed closed his eyes perhaps he was thinking about new assignment which he had to carry out on his project site next day. On the other hand  It was perhaps Nisar only  knew what he was thinking closing his eyes.


























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