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                                                          Chapter - 13

"She was not only girl around,, your mother could have found another girl for you" Avinash asked after hearing the story.

"Ammi didn't discuss  about the marriage after that, I also didn't discuss the matter since I was feeling vulnerable  as usual and foremost  thing is  that I could not see  beyond the circle of mindset.'

' Mindset ?

'Yes, Career, Career and Career''

'Fuck off Career'

'Absolutely, I have begun to think know but  it has been too late now.' Nisar said laughing.

'Who do you think more  responsible  for your  failure, family or work .' Avinash asked

'My lady luck  perhaps  was very timid so she had unleashed people free in both home and work to  put hurdle on my  way'

' I didn't get'

'Just as  some intelligent are after others waiting for chance  to pull the legs  in office similarly in home  also  such things are prevalent.'

'Do you believe in lady luck and destiny' ?

'I believe in it but manipulation , strategy and planning played great role in  dictating the lady luck. Manipulation,strategy played like filmy villains  even  lady luck gets scare' unable to protect herself  she has to abide by the dictate of  manipulators.

In fact the concept of lady luck was product of person who was weak hero in his life he could not have become manipulator of such kind  who  could dictate others, even after his great effort , because trait of manipulation is  genetic so in order to conceal his shortcomings  he  took  shelter  in giving birth of concept of lady luck later it became  sayings among weaker section of people. Although Everybody has different type of  v elements in his  gene so tussle between different type of   villion continues eventually victory  goes on laps of those who are genetically more fatal.'

'Pls Stop mind chewing talk' Avinash said while heading downstairs  for night stroll.

''No I shall not stop since after long time I fond someone  who is listening me , just joking yaar ' Nisar said with smile putting  his arm on his shoulders.

Why did you leave your BPO jobs, it was good  as  you told that you had already got harassed in finding jobs so when you  got good opportunity why did you let it go,

'you shall not believe in fact I didn't leave company switching over to other to  get better job wherever I worked irrespective of the position but circumstances had not been in my favors.'

'You have never blamed on yourself,your shortcoming and flaws.

I shall not say you wrong but  my posture,my compulsion had made my personality  dubious everywhere .  Why I had to leave the BPO because some of seniors thought me that I joined it on meager salary to enjoy the culture of call center, enjoy the company of girls.'

Fact was that I joined it because  there was no any other option left before me and colleagues thought in their own way perhaps  some of them  realized me a competitor of culture they had been enjoying.

You said that even some of your family members were after you pulling you down  who are they?''Avinash asked

'' Such type of things  happens in big family. I will not disclose it  lest you informed them.' Nisar said smiling

'' You have not been in contact with them  so why are worry about.' Avinash digged.

' Did you listen song, O Nadaan Prinde Ghar Ajaa, Ghar Aa Ja, Gjar Aaja'.

‘Wow, You are good singer,’ Avinash laughed.

‘Song was written for people like me. Nisar said slowly having deviated his queries again.

'I have read that  sometimes Circumstances, sometimes Incident and sometimes Person himself  controls the destiny. Circumstances and Incidents  dictates my destiny immensely, brought  me on this stage i am nowhere but I never found myself on position to dictate my own  destiny.'

' Controlling your destiny on your own term  is not in your gene' . Avinash said laughing.

' I appreciate your listening capacity. You are absolutely right, then what should i do .Nisar replied laughing.

' let yourself go the the way circumstance want. Don't ruin yourself in search of finding yourself on position to control your destiny. Manipulation is not your cup of tea.  Avinash said.

'Nisar shook his head. Both turned back headed to flat , stroll  was enough to have sound sleep perhaps silence of night, system of nature were also telling them to  go and take rest, to prepare, start for new beginning from next morning.



















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